Monday, June 11, 2007

i'm sorry i'm not your perfect daughter, im sorry i have flaws, im sorry that i cant forget your flaws. but why must you be so harsh? words you left unspoken are like blades that have left me scarred. im afraid to do anything now. nothing's ever good enough. i do average, i get yelled at. i do exceptionally well, you go "YOU ARE EXPECTED TO DO WELL WHAT!!!" thanks for the encouragement. now you knw why i hate to step into this place? now you know why i spend hours in school till the sky is dark? no you don't. you never do. you claim you understand us, but you know nuts. nuts i tell you. i try understanding, i am caution. but you step all over me and take advantage. im a human with feelings, not your pet. even dogs have feelings.
im sorry im not your perfect daughter. but you aint so perfect either. the loneliness you kept me in, unable to tell any one how i feel for the sake of your face. the emptiness and coldness that i get from all these things that are supposed to be comforting. thanks alot. don't pretend to be my bestfriend if you treat me like the enemy. im tired of trying. i really am.

im sorry im not your perfect daughter.