i cant control my emotions,
im in a total wreck.
buu whenever i try to let it out,
i think what the heck.
you all will never understand,
you all dont even try.
and you say i make such a big deal,
why should i even cry.

i know its bad when i cant control my tears,
and i try so hard to keep it down.
i choke on them and wipe em off,
and my breathing cant slow down.

i know its bad when i cant put it in words,
when i cant tell you how i feel.
i stumble on words and delete them away,
cuz those words can kill.

i know its bad when i cannot breathe,
when im too mad to take it easy.
when breathing hurts me so much more,
than the teary eyes to see.

i know its bad when i cannot talk,
when i dunno what to say.
cuz when i talk i choke on words,
and i'll cry anyway.

i know when its bad when i cant find a way,
that will set things right again.
when i dunno if things'll be right,
and if both parties feel no pain.

i know when its bad when you say its your fault,
am i THAT aggressive.
dont say words just to make me pleased,
tell me a legend not myths.

please tell me things wil be alright,
tell me this madness will end.
if i see not light at the end of this,
we may not even be friends.