hello hello hello.

went to church today. yea man. i love church. haha. anways, today's sermon talked about GOSSIP. uh oh. is it in a girl's nature to gossip? i dunno. but it sure comes naturally when in a conversation.

GOSSIP; something i want to stop doing but cant seem to make enough efforts.


today was a rather emo day, depressing, regrets even.
i packed my room again. (im like so super clean :))
then i saw THE blue box again... then i saw this box containing all these letters. wahhhh. last time we so mushy. haha. i felt so..
sigh whatever happened to us. whatever happened to 20th march?
whatever happened to the fooling around with piggy back rides and falling down, poking youowith sharp objects, piggy back (attempting to drown me!~!!) at east coast. it may be the past, but i sure did enjoy them. those are now probably just memories. all i ask is for one last wish. on MOAT's birthday. i ask of you a wish....
dont even know if you'll be reading this. you probably hate me now. hopefull J................ will read and tell you. i miss you, i miss my friend. i miss kway teow.


tomorrow is..... W3!!!!! YEA MAN!!!! after waiting for SUPER DUPER long, we finally can go w3. i mean I CAN FINALLY GO OUT!!!! :)))))))
haha. joanne sounds weird when she calls me dearest. she so so so doesnt call me that. hairS stand~~~

i was watching this dvd about a psyco adopted mother. (did i phrase it right?) she siao ok. use chopper run around the house looking for the adopted daughter. she adopt, kill. adopt, kill. she adopt all boys but this time one sister followed. then you know how she kill the boys? posion them, when they sick in bed she spray detergent, on their bodies, use the rough part of the sponge and scrub til bleed like sai. siao!!!

ok ok. enough terror for a day.

every memory of walking out the back door,
i see a photo of a friend that i was looking for,
its hard to say it time to say it,
goodbye, goodbye.
( i dont wanna say good bye)



i dont wanna fight no more
i forgot what we were fighting for
and this loneliness thats in my heart
wont let me be apart from you.
i dont wanna have to try
girl, to live without you in my life
and im hoping we could start tonight
cuz i dont wanna fight;
no more..