whats the problem with this place... honestly la. what's the problem. today i was walking down a road. oh how tempted was i to walk and let a car bang me dead. it rained again. i felt like walking in the rain. standing there soaked. so invisible to the world. i may be in a crowd but feel so alone. yes you see me. but do you know whats gg through? do you know how i feel? i feel so fucked up thats what i feel. id rather you leave me alone. please. i just wanna stand in the rain the whole day. i like to run. the tears dont fall when i run. but please. leave me alone! quit bugging me!

and some asshole i met on msn just put the cherry on top of my day. thks man. i dunno whats your bloody problem. and now my problem is you. if i see you in school im so going to flare up. do me a favour. next time, DONT BOTHER doing anything cuz youre just gg to WHATEVER me again. i cant explain the raging anger in me now. yes its just one word. but that one word can mean ALOT you ass. bug off. piece of shit.


yes.abidin is angry.
yet, i miss grace.
MMEKKJC. and pple who treat me and respect me as a friend
everyone else can just get lost.