i cant please de world
im tired of saying sorry,
tired of making decisions,
tired of getting confused,
tired of fighting!
so can de world just sjut de hell up.

im sorry.
this is one word ive been scolded to use.
bahar grace and jasmine don like me to sae it.
but i AM sorry.

todae was suppose to be just us going out after science,
and i ditched you guys.
i AM sorry.
and i DONT!
and i repeat, I DONT NOT CARE ABOUT YOU ALL WHEN IM WITH HER
and i AM sorry if i made you all feel this wae.
i havent noticed.
but now i know.
sorry.
sorry for all de times i ditched you guys,
if i were you id be mad too.
but i am really sorry.
i really hope you all forgive me.

YOU.
sorry that my frens not happy with you.
and i mean..
i shouldnt let them influence me but i shouldnt have gone off with you all aftet promising them.
sorry
i am.

look guys...
i cant make decisions ok.
you should know that by now.
i very chong dong
i alwaes make stupid decisions and regret them later.
shit.
so... im stupid and sorry.

3 pple with me.
jasmine,
wad you said really hurt ok.
im sorry if you feel neglected.
i didnt mean it to happen.
and when i laugh,
its not only with her
its with de whole group.
my frens,
so why are you like zheng dui her
and you said it was fake.
how do YOU know.
you have no idea wads gg on in my mind.
srry ah if we laugh fake.
but we have FUN and thats all that matters.
you said i change.
sorry ah.
but time changes pple and you are one too.
WHO has NOT changed?
sorry if you think i changed
sorry if you think that im fake when im with them
sorry that i made you feel neglected
one. not purposely,
two. not fake.
three. you are damn damn harsh.
bahar,
i love you bahar!!
you can be counted on.
you are like a big sister
you can click with anyone.
and you contributed to de food court scene.
grace,
grace...
you know wad you don like and
know how to deal with it.
like in de food court.

HELLO PPLE!
we all still frens right!
frens fight but still make up ok!!
so.
im SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT
SORRY I CANT PLEASE DE WORLD.


forget everything!
exams ended!
[so says me]
we're suppose to be high!
tanning on monday and tuesday!
hahaha
is it!?
oh well.
not confirmed.
but CANNOT WAIT
to go back to our usuals.
when its just us.
:)))
smile like you mean it.


ps:RE-MAKING CONTACTS TOMORROW! ADIOS HIDEOUS SPECS!