alone in the crowded world,
no one knows my name.
i'm always just her sister,
no friends, what shame.
around me people are cold,
talking amongst themself.
leaving me behind,
being my lonely self.
i'll always be just HER sister,
their child, but not me.
i'm always named ah, err,
myself, i'll never be.
i long for the day,they call me by my name.
not by 'her sister','their child', but me.
just one day when everyone,
make me feel like me.
infront of them i'm just a fake,
i hate not being me.
no matter how i try to be,
i just dont feel like me.
then who am i he asks me,
i'm highh, crazy and insane.
but all they see infront of them,
is just a little saint.
my life is in my classroom,
where i am totaly me.
but soon outside,
turned the other side,
it's not me they see.
- how i feel inside -
